Isn't today just one of those days.
I don't know what day it is...
tell yourself.
It's something that will be figured out by you alone,
it will just be there in your mind.
It will go "BAM!"
You will know then,
and only then.
Why you should do it is up to you,
don't like to figure it out ??
Oh well,
just make sure it's you not them,
but try not to over do it.
Your mind will most likely take over at that stage,
but you will enjoy it too much to stop it
(unless it starts to torment you).
Then you might just stop and "Fin."

That's probly then best time... it will be better later, only later.